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my name is Sheri Wilde and I am the

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author of the book The Forgotten promise

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which tells the story of my abduction

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experiences I prefer to call them

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encounters so I tell how I went through

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the whole process of coming into the

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awareness of the fact that I was being

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taken by these beings these entities

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from another world and the process that

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I went through to come to terms with it

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the fear the disbelief the bargaining

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everything that's involved with

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being forced to believe something that

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you previously didn't even know was

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possible and then to find out that it's

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happening in your world so I'm already

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talked a little bit about that so now

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I'm going to share a little bit more of

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what it's like to be what I eventually

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found myself to be not an abductee not a

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victim but a volunteer that is that I

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made the decision the choice to come to

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Planet Earth and along with millions of

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others nothing special about this

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actually everyone on the planet is here

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for a purpose everyone has a role to

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play in this wonderful time that we're

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going through mine just happens to be

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that I came in from another dimension

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and the purpose of the plan was to raise

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the vibration of the planet so of

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humanity in order to assist humanity in

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possibly awakening in time to go with

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Gaia into the fifth dimension so the

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whole reason that the call went out from

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Gaia to for volunteers in around the

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linear year 1945 is because of the

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she made that decision at that time to

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go on to the next chain opportunity she

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had to go on to the fifth dimension with

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or without her children and my guys told

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me that in 19 would have been like 1989

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I believe that da told me when he was

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teaching me to be a light worker what he

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did is he taught me to read people's

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light but their vibration by looking

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into their eyes and I had an opportunity

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to do that for two 1/2 days it was a lot

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of fun and basically I would just look

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into a person's eyes and I could

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register I was given the tools to

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register their light vibration and then

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I would get you are staying or you are

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leaving and when I asked him what that

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was all about he told me that was the

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first time I ever heard about because I

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was on this side of the veil on this

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side the veil that I heard about the

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whole ascension thing and he said that

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it was an absolute that planet Earth was

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going to go into the higher frequencies

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and those of her children who were ready

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to go with her would be allowed to do so

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because they had been in domination long

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enough and those who are not ready that

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was fine but they would be taken to

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another planet another third dimensional

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planet to continue on their journey so

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that was pretty surprising to me but

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that is the way that it happened on

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planet Earth so in 1987 when we had the

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harmonic convergence that was part of

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the plan - in nineteen so in 1945 Gaia

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asked for assistance and it was decided

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that we would flood the planet with

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souls coming on to incarnate in body in

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the hopes that that would help raise the

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vibration the awareness and it would

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trigger others to remember and then they

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would also flood the planet with all

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this love and light and that was the

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harmonic convergence in 1987 and that

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those days in August's were powerful

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days for me those were the days where I

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basically feel like I got

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my orders and it was very soon after

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that that I started having the

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encounters I had that that period of

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activity in 1988 I was regressed and I

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my memory was opened up and I remembered

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that I was I became aware that I was

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being abducted so there's like two

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aspects to it you know there's me on

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this side of the veil and then there's

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the me that was there before I came here

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the mead that's on this side of the veil

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reacted in terror to the fact that I was

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being taken and I had a lot of fear for

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a lot of time a long time until I start

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to put the pieces together and start to

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realize the things they were teaching me

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like to be a light reader I mean I had

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conscious recall of him telling me this

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story I had conscious awareness of the

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fact that I was reading people's light

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their vibration so I couldn't reconcile

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the fact that they could be teaching me

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those things and still be evil and what

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I discovered was that as long as I was

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trying to analyze it and think my way

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through who are these beings what are

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they all about that I was running into

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fear and I was listening to the people

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around me the investigators and their

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conclusion was that it was a negative

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experience and anything that you would

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read or any of the conference's that I

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went to it was all fear-based I started

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to listen to my heart when there came a

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time when I was at a conference and and

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who was the guy he's very well known one

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of the guys who who did regressions and

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I can't think of his name right now and

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he was saying that that they were

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studying children who had been abducted

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children who had been taken and shown

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the planet being destroyed as he was up

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on the stage and he said we believe that

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the reason that they're doing this the

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aliens are doing this to these children

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is because they want to study our

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emotions we don't believe that ETS have

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any emotions they're very aloof and so

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or they're wanting to know how to have

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these emotions are curious whatever and

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when I heard him to say that I knew here

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in my heart that that was not true I

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didn't have time to analyze it and so I

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listened to my heart and I had all I

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could do to keep from jumping up and

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saying no that's you're wrong about that

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that's not the way that it is and that's

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was the turning point for me and I

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started to go out I know more than I

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think I know about what's going on with

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me and I need to redirect my study and

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stop analyzing and picking apart

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everything and looking at it that way I

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need to just just allow my my heart to

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guide me my inner knowingness so that's

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was the beginning of my coming to terms

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with why this was happening to me but it

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was a long journey and there was an

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agenda a timeline that they had set and

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I I had set with them I guess and truth

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because I planned my life before I came

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here when I volunteered to come here I

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was a sixth dimensional being I was not

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informed I was at a third body and I

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have not been in form at this up to this

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point and so coming into the third

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dimension was a challenge but it was one

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that I wanted I came to be of service to

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Gaia absolutely love this planet and

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would do anything for her and I could

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see you know this plan it was a

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make-it-or-break-it besides it was a

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last-ditch effort it was a last chance

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if the first therapist all wanted to

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come onto Gaia it was one of the last

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chances to opportunities to do so

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because she was going in to the higher

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frequency she was going going to ascend

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to the fourth and in the fifth dimension

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Earth was going to be no more and it is

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no more and planet Earth and the third

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place as many of us know and it was

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dominated by fear and controlled by fear

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not created by those that that always

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planet the free will of the humans who

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lived on planet Earth their free will

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was sort of hijacked by their fear and

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unfortunately it became a world that was

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pretty much enslaved so deciding to come

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onto planet Earth was was a pretty big

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decision it was for all of us but we we

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knew the truth when you're on that side

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of the veil you see it for what it is

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and you understand that it's all a game

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and it's all good and it's just an

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experience that you want to have so in

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2009 when da came back into my life

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after being gone almost 20 years I was

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pretty calm for some reason they had

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made an altered state but still I was

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fairly calm because I had had come to

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terms somewhat with the whole abduction

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scenario I'd worked my way through it I

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didn't have the answers but I had found

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I had found some peace around it but

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still I said what are you doing back

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here and he was surprised and said well

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he you know that you'd been told about

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the Earth changes that were going to be

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occurring in were in the midst of that

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and there's work to be done so one thing

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that that occurred in 1989 88 or 89 that

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was interesting to me that I I've

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remembered since I wrote the book even

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and that is I had the memory of it but I

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couldn't figure out how it all fit

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together I had had this memory of having

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a meeting in my living room sometime in

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88 or 89 where da had come in in etheric

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form and another being was with him and

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then I was sleeping on myself what I'd

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so stressed by all that was going on so

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this year and a half period of time when

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intense activity and at that time they

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came in to try to influence me and

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suggest that I leave planet Earth that

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my work was done and that I could could

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go at that time I had that memory and I

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couldn't reconcile that with the fact

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that I had volunteered to come to Planet

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Earth I thought well why would I leave

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back then I guess I was supposed to

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leave in 1990 or 91 and via a car

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accident and I didn't understand how

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that could be if I volunteered to come

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to Planet Earth so I left it out of the

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book because like it didn't fit and I

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thought I must be mistaken but and yet

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it bothered me a lot I talked about it

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to my editor I talked to people about it

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and I said I can't get clarity on it how

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is it that I volunteered to command how

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is it that at the age of 10 they showed

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me that I was going to be losing my home

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and my family and my possessions in

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order to experience that so that I could

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better relate to to the humans and what

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they were going to be going through and

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so I left it out of the book figuring

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there had to be some kind of mistake or

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at least I couldn't get clarity on it it

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was interesting that just recently I did

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get clarity on it and I I just had to

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ask and doc came and explained to me he

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actually just kind of pulled back the

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curtain and they had come to me and said

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that you've done enough and you'll be a

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more service that you come back with us

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now we want you back on the ship and

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when I signed on I do remember that when

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I volunteered to come the primary focus

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of my volunteer my volunteering was to

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be a participant in the hybrid program

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because in 1947-48 when linear time when

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I made the decision to come on and I was

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born in in December of 1950 so at that

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time the timeline showed that planet

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Earth was going to ascend but very few

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very few of her children were going to

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go with and so it looked like the planet

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would be cleansed

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of humanity in order for her to ascend

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and that had been done before a few

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times before the planet had been flooded

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and the beings on the planet were were

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recycled back on to the planet again but

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this time because she was going into the

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5th dimension the children of Earth

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would not be Wiese though souls could

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not be recycled back on to this planet

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and so the way it was probably going to

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work was you know they would go they

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would go elsewhere or go back to source

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and then sort of get reek out cab

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calibrated I guess it's the word and

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start all over again so I came in to be

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part of the hybrid program so that we

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could preserve some of the human DNA the

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earth human DNA because it's a it's a

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unique species and and you know it was

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an evolving species the biological

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entity of the of the earth human so I

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came in to to participate in that and

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that's why I had so many that's part of

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the reason why I had so many visits the

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time I was a very young child but when I

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was a teenager and young woman they came

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a lot to harvest the eggs and so having

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served in that capacity they didn't

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necessarily want me to stay any longer

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and go through the trauma of the earth

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again in 1988 when they were proposing

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this or 89 at whatever time it was they

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told me that at that time only 12% of

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the earth humans it looked like only 12%

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we're going to go into the fifth

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dimension and while no one wanted to

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give up no one was willing to give up

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that's for sure but it felt it felt like

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I could be a better service on the other

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side so I thought that that was really

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an interesting revelation for me because

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it resolved I've had numerous things

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like that happen things that didn't jive

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things that didn't fit with what I

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thought

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or knew my story to be and my my work as

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a volunteer and there'd be these things

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that would show up and I would say well

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that doesn't fit so then my tendency is

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to try to unravel the whole thing

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because it's a far-fetched story right

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it's crazy the story that I sit here and

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I tell most people are going to find it

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crazy very hard to believe and I came in

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as a Capricorn so I'm very pragmatic

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very down-to-earth so the hardest person

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to convince of this story is me there's

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nobody around who's had a harder time

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trying to swallow this than me and

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there's no one who's worked harder to

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try to disprove it than me I just didn't

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want to believe it from the get-go I've

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since I'm to the point now where I of

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course I'm speaking about I embrace it

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but every now and then when something

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like that happens when I can't pull the

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pieces together I do have a tendency to

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go oh well it's all crazy it was all

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crazy to begin with what was I thinking

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of course and go back to my 3d matrix

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thinking and I've learned to not do that

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I'm learning to not do that I'm trusting

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more and more and as I trust more and

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more the answers come more readily they

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come faster easier but it's one thing

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that da has told me right from the

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get-go all the way from the get-go the

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reason that they did some of the things

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that in the book if you read my book

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there are some things that we're done

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that seem cruel dropping me in the

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middle of the night in the Pigpen at my

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girlfriend's house freezing winter night

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with just a t-shirt and bare feet why

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would they do such a thing they love me

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so much why did they do what I call the

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thundering footsteps frightening you

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know so frightening the sounds that

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until I was so afraid I surrendered and

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they did a lot of different things that

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seem cruel but they're not in truth

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those were place markers that they put

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out there for me just like they did just

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recently when I said I wasn't going to

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have the book

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pushed and came and talked to me in and

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said have you forgotten the promise you

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made and when he left he made a minor

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spectacle of himself and he does that

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flashing his face up on my ceiling in

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the middle of the night those things

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that seemed so terrifying at the time

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are done to imprint my conscious memory

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with the fact that this is real so that

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I have like a touchstone as I'm

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awakening and remembering what's gone on

383
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in my life and trying to gauge what's

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real and what's not real

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I have those imprints that who anchor me

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into this world from the reality of the

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of the experience and so that's why they

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did it and they took a lot of care to to

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do that for me and I'm grateful for it

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and so as I move forward in my work as a

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volunteer I got my way I didn't leave of

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course via a car what car accident I

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wouldn't leave my children I refused to

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go and I stayed and so if I was going to

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stay then the next phase was that I

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needed to then eventually write this

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book and do this work so that's fine

398
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that was what was on proton tap for me

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anyway that was the program I had and we

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all have exit points in our lives as we

401
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move along through we we set our lives

402
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up that way that we have exit points

403
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where if we decide that we no longer

404
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want to say we can we can take that exit

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and I have them in my life like everyone

406
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does and I had the option but I didn't

407
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take it so I'm I'm staying I stayed on

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and I'm willing to continue to do this

409
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work as a volunteer and it means putting

410
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myself out here and talking about things

411
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that a lot of people are uncomfortable

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with and what I've come to understand is

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that the abduction story is a story that

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intrigues people and so it gets their

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attention whether they believe it or not

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it still gets their attention

417
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and some will listen to it openly in it

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and with acceptance depending on their

419
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own experiences other people will have

420
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resistance to it and dismiss it out of

421
00:20:14,920 --> 00:20:10,700
hand

422
00:20:16,570 --> 00:20:14,930
I can't probably reach those people it's

423
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the people who are in between there

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somewhere who are curious enough to

425
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listen to what I have to say and be open

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enough to at least consider it somewhat

427
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and to them I would say that I'm

428
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grateful that they listen but I really

429
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don't care if they believe my story or

430
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not because all I want to do is get your

431
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attention so that I can trigger in you

432
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and be a catalyst for you to say whoa

433
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okay

434
00:20:48,580 --> 00:20:45,890
I can't by what she's saying it's too

435
00:20:51,130 --> 00:20:48,590
far out or I don't agree with this but I

436
00:20:54,340 --> 00:20:51,140
agree with that that's fine what I say

437
00:20:57,190 --> 00:20:54,350
is just go within I'm asking people to

438
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go within and find their own truth as to

439
00:21:00,970 --> 00:20:59,510
who they are because that's the big

440
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question everyone should be asking

441
00:21:06,460 --> 00:21:01,940
themselves right now

442
00:21:08,770 --> 00:21:06,470
is Who am I why am I here what's this

443
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all about because as we move forward

444
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into the fifth dimension it is true that

445
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we all will have the opportunity to

446
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evolve with Gaia as she moves along that

447
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path is moving along that path rapidly

448
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but those who don't resonate with her

449
00:21:30,760 --> 00:21:27,500
will reach a certain level and cannot go

450
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any further and so everyone will go to

451
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the level that they are able to go to

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and we have this amazing opportunity to

453
00:21:42,910 --> 00:21:38,810
go all the way to the fifth dimension

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and we would just like to see as many of

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00:21:48,220 --> 00:21:45,080
the earth humans as possible make that

456
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because while the third dimension was

457
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very tough place on planet Earth fourth

458
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dimension is the cleansing more or less

459
00:21:57,910 --> 00:21:55,910
it's the looking at what we've created

460
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and recognizing that we are the creators

461
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of our own planet of our own reality the

462
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fifth dimension is where we move out of

463
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that we will move out of the world of

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duality third dimensional and fourth

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dimensional Earth is a world of duality

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you've still got the polarities

467
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and as long as you still have the

468
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polarities there's still that

469
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opportunity for you to be enslaved and

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controlled especially in a planet that's

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been enslaved the way this one has been

472
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the system is already in place and

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through the media television news

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through so many different ways we're

475
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being kept distracted and we're being

476
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lied to and and hypnotized in so many

477
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different ways so it's a real challenge

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to awaken to get these humans to awaken

479
00:23:04,600 --> 00:23:01,180
because they've been taught to laugh and

480
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ridicule anything that is outside of

481
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this narrow band of what is called

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supposedly called normal and so trying

483
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to get them to think outside the box is

484
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a real challenge they're afraid of being

485
00:23:21,700 --> 00:23:19,220
ridiculed themselves laughed at and they

486
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just and even those who are wanting to

487
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look outside the box and try to view

488
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life from a higher perspective or from

489
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at least a different perspective they're

490
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so distracted and the power the

491
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controllers of the planet you know

492
00:23:37,510 --> 00:23:35,810
they're there they've been working hard

493
00:23:42,430 --> 00:23:37,520
to make sure that they're distracted by

494
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you know financial issues and weather

495
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issues and health issues and all kinds

496
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of everything the wars and anything that

497
00:23:55,600 --> 00:23:50,660
commits they can throw at us they're

498
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throwing at us if only the earth humans

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00:24:04,300 --> 00:23:59,960
would see that that's a game and look

500
00:24:06,820 --> 00:24:04,310
right through it stop listening to the

501
00:24:10,060 --> 00:24:06,830
news you really won't die if you don't

502
00:24:11,790 --> 00:24:10,070
know what's happening out there you have

503
00:24:14,170 --> 00:24:11,800
to have a certain level of awareness

504
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certainly and you can get it from other

505
00:24:20,560 --> 00:24:18,260
sources than the major news sources that

506
00:24:23,980 --> 00:24:20,570
are available to us the primary ones

507
00:24:27,020 --> 00:24:23,990
that we all think of and instead look

508
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elsewhere and but mostly

509
00:24:32,750 --> 00:24:29,190
but most of it go I think I would say

510
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because it's not really that important

511
00:24:39,350 --> 00:24:36,570
it's it's like it's like playing a big

512
00:24:40,760 --> 00:24:39,360
game of Monopoly it doesn't at the end

513
00:24:43,550 --> 00:24:40,770
of the day it's not going to mean

514
00:24:46,520 --> 00:24:43,560
anything so what if you are on boardwalk

515
00:24:51,080 --> 00:24:46,530
and I own maverick place or whatever

516
00:24:52,760 --> 00:24:51,090
it's gone it doesn't matter so humans

517
00:24:55,340 --> 00:24:52,770
need to understand what that what's

518
00:24:56,990 --> 00:24:55,350
important right now is the evolution of

519
00:24:59,360 --> 00:24:57,000
their soul the awakening of their soul

520
00:25:01,490 --> 00:24:59,370
their soul is yearning to awaken that's

521
00:25:03,440 --> 00:25:01,500
why they sign on to come here I'm not

522
00:25:06,230 --> 00:25:03,450
the only one who came here with a

523
00:25:10,430 --> 00:25:06,240
purpose every person every soul has a

524
00:25:11,750 --> 00:25:10,440
purpose so that's the thing that

525
00:25:14,390 --> 00:25:11,760
everyone should be asking themselves

526
00:25:17,450 --> 00:25:14,400
what is my purpose what's what function

527
00:25:22,610 --> 00:25:17,460
did my father give me to fulfill in this

528
00:25:25,960 --> 00:25:22,620
in this world the whole that's the other

529
00:25:29,180 --> 00:25:25,970
thing is this whole thing of karma the

530
00:25:31,520 --> 00:25:29,190
idea that we currently incarnated in on

531
00:25:33,920 --> 00:25:31,530
to the planet and came here to learn

532
00:25:36,760 --> 00:25:33,930
lessons is another thing that needs to

533
00:25:40,610 --> 00:25:36,770
be looked at and dismissed let go of

534
00:25:44,360 --> 00:25:40,620
karma is karma is the game of the ego

535
00:25:48,050 --> 00:25:44,370
the fear-based little self that has been

536
00:25:49,760 --> 00:25:48,060
controlling the planet which is within

537
00:25:54,260 --> 00:25:49,770
each and every one of us because we are

538
00:25:57,230 --> 00:25:54,270
dual minded so karma was created to make

539
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us believe in our littleness in our

540
00:26:02,150 --> 00:25:59,670
belief that were not good enough and to

541
00:26:05,000 --> 00:26:02,160
keep us tied to this planet

542
00:26:07,700 --> 00:26:05,010
you don't evolve once you're on planet

543
00:26:11,110 --> 00:26:07,710
Earth II it's very very hard to move out

544
00:26:14,060 --> 00:26:11,120
of planet Earth you do get stuck here

545
00:26:18,860 --> 00:26:14,070
unless you become enlightened which is

546
00:26:22,220 --> 00:26:18,870
very rare so karma has been a game that

547
00:26:25,040 --> 00:26:22,230
was enacted on the planet and I

548
00:26:27,290 --> 00:26:25,050
certainly bought into it when I was in

549
00:26:30,020 --> 00:26:27,300
the matrix and believed I thought that

550
00:26:31,820 --> 00:26:30,030
it was a perfectly reasonable way of

551
00:26:37,040 --> 00:26:31,830
looking at things that you had to work

552
00:26:38,540 --> 00:26:37,050
your way back home to God and that there

553
00:26:40,220 --> 00:26:38,550
were lessons and that after every

554
00:26:40,940 --> 00:26:40,230
lifetime you reviewed it and you saw

555
00:26:42,320 --> 00:26:40,950
where you fail

556
00:26:45,049 --> 00:26:42,330
Elden where you didn't do well in that

557
00:26:46,820 --> 00:26:45,059
you needed to learn more now when I look

558
00:26:48,769 --> 00:26:46,830
at it I mean it makes me laugh to think

559
00:26:50,509 --> 00:26:48,779
that I believe that because the truth of

560
00:26:54,320 --> 00:26:50,519
it is is that we were created perfect

561
00:26:57,080 --> 00:26:54,330
and always to do is wake up and remember

562
00:26:59,570 --> 00:26:57,090
the truth of who we are yes we make

563
00:27:02,180 --> 00:26:59,580
mistakes or three-dimensional means

564
00:27:03,980 --> 00:27:02,190
we're experiencing a three-dimensional

565
00:27:07,159 --> 00:27:03,990
world of duality so there's going to be

566
00:27:11,000 --> 00:27:07,169
mistakes but there's no such thing as a

567
00:27:12,860 --> 00:27:11,010
sin sin does not our father mother God

568
00:27:17,659 --> 00:27:12,870
does not look at us and consider

569
00:27:20,269 --> 00:27:17,669
anything that we do a sin nothing it's

570
00:27:24,950 --> 00:27:20,279
not possible because we are created as

571
00:27:27,440 --> 00:27:24,960
an extension of our Creator our God so

572
00:27:29,750 --> 00:27:27,450
the whole karma thing is going away it's

573
00:27:31,580 --> 00:27:29,760
falling away it's tumbling which is good

574
00:27:34,690 --> 00:27:31,590
because that that's another just another

575
00:27:38,930 --> 00:27:34,700
way of keeping us trapped and enslaved

576
00:27:40,580 --> 00:27:38,940
so it's just me saying this to people

577
00:27:42,980 --> 00:27:40,590
who are might take offence at it if they

578
00:27:44,149 --> 00:27:42,990
haven't already heard this you know they

579
00:27:46,789 --> 00:27:44,159
might need to be with that for a while

580
00:27:49,759 --> 00:27:46,799
they might have some problems accepting

581
00:27:51,649 --> 00:27:49,769
that and again I would just ask that

582
00:27:53,450 --> 00:27:51,659
just if it doesn't resonate with their

583
00:27:55,700 --> 00:27:53,460
heart then that's fine just let it be

584
00:27:57,889 --> 00:27:55,710
and that's true of anything that anyone

585
00:27:59,330 --> 00:27:57,899
says you should always let it run it

586
00:28:03,289 --> 00:27:59,340
through your own heart and see how it

587
00:28:06,220 --> 00:28:03,299
feels I did a lot of that and eventually

588
00:28:08,419 --> 00:28:06,230
it just leads you to the truth it has to

589
00:28:10,669 --> 00:28:08,429
if you're being honest with yourself

590
00:28:13,220 --> 00:28:10,679
your ego will get in there and lie to

591
00:28:17,570 --> 00:28:13,230
you sometimes and you have to learn to

592
00:28:19,879 --> 00:28:17,580
discern what is the truth and what is

593
00:28:21,740 --> 00:28:19,889
what your ego is presenting to you is

594
00:28:23,299 --> 00:28:21,750
the truth and saying to you no no no

595
00:28:24,889 --> 00:28:23,309
come over here and and believe this

596
00:28:26,450 --> 00:28:24,899
because isn't this what you always

597
00:28:28,519 --> 00:28:26,460
believed and isn't doesn't this make

598
00:28:30,340 --> 00:28:28,529
more sense so if you start analyzing

599
00:28:32,870 --> 00:28:30,350
then you know that you're an eagle and

600
00:28:35,389 --> 00:28:32,880
that you're you're not looking at it

601
00:28:40,220 --> 00:28:35,399
through your heart as far as writing the

602
00:28:42,409 --> 00:28:40,230
book and the impact that has had I get

603
00:28:45,470 --> 00:28:42,419
emails and I sometimes even get phone

604
00:28:49,669 --> 00:28:45,480
calls people track me down and I'm

605
00:28:51,289 --> 00:28:49,679
hearing from a lot of people that it the

606
00:28:54,710 --> 00:28:51,299
book is doing exactly what dad told me

607
00:28:56,900 --> 00:28:54,720
it would do which I'm grateful for

608
00:28:59,870 --> 00:28:56,910
it's triggering and awakening and those

609
00:29:01,850 --> 00:28:59,880
that are ready to awaken to the idea

610
00:29:05,030 --> 00:29:01,860
that they are here also as a volunteer

611
00:29:07,520 --> 00:29:05,040
and even those who are not volunteers

612
00:29:10,820 --> 00:29:07,530
are getting a message out of the book

613
00:29:13,010 --> 00:29:10,830
and it's very humbling for me to hear

614
00:29:16,100 --> 00:29:13,020
from those people I love hearing from

615
00:29:19,070 --> 00:29:16,110
them I try to answer every email and

616
00:29:21,110 --> 00:29:19,080
every inquiry I get I don't always have

617
00:29:23,720 --> 00:29:21,120
a lot of time to do it but I do I do

618
00:29:28,400 --> 00:29:23,730
respond and I have people who are

619
00:29:30,050 --> 00:29:28,410
following my blog and I'm grateful for

620
00:29:33,740 --> 00:29:30,060
that because I think for every person

621
00:29:35,030 --> 00:29:33,750
who who it resonates with and that means

622
00:29:37,970 --> 00:29:35,040
that they're going out into the world

623
00:29:40,130 --> 00:29:37,980
and sharing the message maybe or at

624
00:29:42,680 --> 00:29:40,140
least some message of the awakening

625
00:29:44,600 --> 00:29:42,690
doesn't have to be mine but there are

626
00:29:46,640 --> 00:29:44,610
other volunteers who have connected with

627
00:29:48,230 --> 00:29:46,650
me who some knew they were volunteers

628
00:29:51,710 --> 00:29:48,240
but didn't want to talk about it weren't

629
00:29:54,710 --> 00:29:51,720
sure what this all meant and now they

630
00:29:58,010 --> 00:29:54,720
feel empowered to also start talking

631
00:30:02,870 --> 00:29:58,020
about it which is awesome really awesome

632
00:30:04,850 --> 00:30:02,880
and then there are those who these are

633
00:30:06,230 --> 00:30:04,860
the ones that I also really want to

634
00:30:09,320 --> 00:30:06,240
reach because I know what it feels like

635
00:30:12,320 --> 00:30:09,330
those who have had what they call the

636
00:30:16,370 --> 00:30:12,330
abduction experience and still had fear

637
00:30:18,320 --> 00:30:16,380
around it and that's a that's a terrible

638
00:30:24,440 --> 00:30:18,330
thing to live with that feeling of being

639
00:30:26,090 --> 00:30:24,450
a victim and so if my book my story can

640
00:30:28,820 --> 00:30:26,100
help them to see it from a different

641
00:30:31,340 --> 00:30:28,830
perspective and recognize that they

642
00:30:33,230 --> 00:30:31,350
aren't a victim now I know that there

643
00:30:37,970 --> 00:30:33,240
are different layers and levels to this

644
00:30:41,960 --> 00:30:37,980
abduction scenario certainly mine I felt

645
00:30:43,490 --> 00:30:41,970
like a victim they were coming to me

646
00:30:45,680 --> 00:30:43,500
taking me out of my bed at night they

647
00:30:48,140 --> 00:30:45,690
were taking me from my car they you know

648
00:30:50,630 --> 00:30:48,150
I had bruises needle marks I had all

649
00:30:52,760 --> 00:30:50,640
that and it certainly felt like I was a

650
00:30:55,430 --> 00:30:52,770
victim so it's easily too easy to

651
00:30:58,070 --> 00:30:55,440
believe you're a victim but even if

652
00:31:01,040 --> 00:30:58,080
you're the subject of the military

653
00:31:03,770 --> 00:31:01,050
abductions which I've had a few of those

654
00:31:06,590 --> 00:31:03,780
mixed in with mine you can tell the

655
00:31:08,660 --> 00:31:06,600
difference with those the energy is not

656
00:31:10,960 --> 00:31:08,670
the same with the entities it's

657
00:31:17,030 --> 00:31:10,970
the people that you're usually with and

658
00:31:20,390 --> 00:31:17,040
it's just more clumsy amateurish it's

659
00:31:24,260 --> 00:31:20,400
not at all the same with those it's a

660
00:31:25,910 --> 00:31:24,270
little bit more probably more easy to

661
00:31:30,890 --> 00:31:25,920
feel like you're a victim because of the

662
00:31:33,590 --> 00:31:30,900
way that they are but again everything

663
00:31:35,920 --> 00:31:33,600
happens to you with your approval on

664
00:31:38,330 --> 00:31:35,930
some level it is not possible for

665
00:31:41,360 --> 00:31:38,340
anything to occur in your life without

666
00:31:45,050 --> 00:31:41,370
you accepting it on the soul level and

667
00:31:47,660 --> 00:31:45,060
that's a hard one for people to accept

668
00:31:49,460 --> 00:31:47,670
because in my course in miracles' class

669
00:31:50,750 --> 00:31:49,470
when I when we talk about that the

670
00:31:53,030 --> 00:31:50,760
example someone always brings up the

671
00:31:55,760 --> 00:31:53,040
example what about that little child

672
00:31:57,490 --> 00:31:55,770
down the street that was abused so

673
00:31:59,840 --> 00:31:57,500
terribly and then killed or whatever

674
00:32:04,100 --> 00:31:59,850
tortured whatever I mean terrible things

675
00:32:06,980 --> 00:32:04,110
in this world happened but again I would

676
00:32:09,320 --> 00:32:06,990
say from a higher perspective that Saul

677
00:32:12,410 --> 00:32:09,330
chose to have that experience to play

678
00:32:13,820 --> 00:32:12,420
that role because there were things that

679
00:32:17,360 --> 00:32:13,830
needed to be brought to the surface to

680
00:32:20,200 --> 00:32:17,370
be looked at for the rest of us who were

681
00:32:24,100 --> 00:32:20,210
witnessed to that sort of behavior and

682
00:32:27,590 --> 00:32:24,110
so it's also about releasing energy

683
00:32:29,840 --> 00:32:27,600
so the universe being energy and us

684
00:32:32,110 --> 00:32:29,850
being just the hologram that's playing

685
00:32:35,000 --> 00:32:32,120
out the energy that's in play here and

686
00:32:38,000 --> 00:32:35,010
so it's that recognition that from a

687
00:32:41,300 --> 00:32:38,010
higher level we see our bodies is not

688
00:32:44,200 --> 00:32:41,310
being able to truly suffer and die it's

689
00:32:46,430 --> 00:32:44,210
just really a projection of our mind and

690
00:32:48,590 --> 00:32:46,440
when you see it from that level I know

691
00:32:50,960 --> 00:32:48,600
that that's hard that's really hard

692
00:32:54,200 --> 00:32:50,970
because we're here in this yes this is a

693
00:32:54,710 --> 00:32:54,210
body as Einstein said it's all an

694
00:32:58,220 --> 00:32:54,720
illusion

695
00:32:59,270 --> 00:32:58,230
it'll be a very very strong one I think

696
00:33:03,110 --> 00:32:59,280
it's how I put it or something like that

697
00:33:08,740 --> 00:33:03,120
and a very real one it is it's hard to

698
00:33:12,770 --> 00:33:08,750
deny that this isn't real but it's not

699
00:33:14,540 --> 00:33:12,780
it's it's an illusionary world it's an

700
00:33:17,510 --> 00:33:14,550
experience that we're having and it's

701
00:33:19,880 --> 00:33:17,520
fun it's a game and we need to lighten

702
00:33:22,120 --> 00:33:19,890
up and not take it so seriously that's

703
00:33:24,100 --> 00:33:22,130
part of the awakening process

704
00:33:27,010 --> 00:33:24,110
from dual mindedness to a unity

705
00:33:29,980 --> 00:33:27,020
consciousness is going to be a big shift

706
00:33:31,570 --> 00:33:29,990
for humans to make and I'm not sure

707
00:33:33,880 --> 00:33:31,580
nobody I certainly can't answer that

708
00:33:35,740 --> 00:33:33,890
question I don't think a the spiritual

709
00:33:37,720 --> 00:33:35,750
teachers on planet Earth can answer that

710
00:33:40,510 --> 00:33:37,730
my guys can't they don't answer it they

711
00:33:42,520 --> 00:33:40,520
don't know we don't know how it's going

712
00:33:44,260 --> 00:33:42,530
to play out the Creator doesn't even

713
00:33:46,450 --> 00:33:44,270
really know I mean there are timelines

714
00:33:51,070 --> 00:33:46,460
endless timelines on how this can go and

715
00:33:53,140 --> 00:33:51,080
each one of us being a life stream part

716
00:33:54,780 --> 00:33:53,150
of the one but at a singular life stream

717
00:33:58,450 --> 00:33:54,790
that's here having this experience is

718
00:34:00,190 --> 00:33:58,460
going to have our own our own awareness

719
00:34:02,470 --> 00:34:00,200
of how it plays out and our all we're

720
00:34:05,440 --> 00:34:02,480
going to create our own our own scenario

721
00:34:07,990 --> 00:34:05,450
so it's all about vibration and raising

722
00:34:12,340 --> 00:34:08,000
our vibration as high as we possibly can

723
00:34:16,270 --> 00:34:12,350
so people say to me how do you raise

724
00:34:18,119 --> 00:34:16,280
your vibration raising your vibration is

725
00:34:20,619 --> 00:34:18,129
the same as living through your heart

726
00:34:22,360 --> 00:34:20,629
but it makes it a lot easier to live

727
00:34:24,550 --> 00:34:22,370
through your heart if you do a couple

728
00:34:26,740 --> 00:34:24,560
practices and one of those of course is

729
00:34:32,700 --> 00:34:26,750
going into the silence and meditating

730
00:34:36,940 --> 00:34:32,710
and finding the stillness within you and

731
00:34:38,320 --> 00:34:36,950
when you're in the stillness there are a

732
00:34:41,200 --> 00:34:38,330
number of things that you can do you

733
00:34:45,369 --> 00:34:41,210
connect a source and you set that goal

734
00:34:49,750 --> 00:34:45,379
to connect with source you ask for help

735
00:34:53,500 --> 00:34:49,760
and raising your vibration you surrender

736
00:34:55,720 --> 00:34:53,510
your will which is an okay thing to do

737
00:34:58,360 --> 00:34:55,730
because your will has been hijacked

738
00:35:03,700 --> 00:34:58,370
anyway by your fear-based

739
00:35:07,390 --> 00:35:03,710
ego and so your will your free will was

740
00:35:08,800 --> 00:35:07,400
intentionally meant to allow you to make

741
00:35:11,440 --> 00:35:08,810
the choices of how you want it to

742
00:35:18,670 --> 00:35:11,450
co-create with the supreme creator

743
00:35:20,830 --> 00:35:18,680
creator so when you're here and you have

744
00:35:23,110 --> 00:35:20,840
free will but you've given it over to

745
00:35:26,080 --> 00:35:23,120
your fear-based eagle you no longer have

746
00:35:29,250 --> 00:35:26,090
free will and it's the fearful part of

747
00:35:32,020 --> 00:35:29,260
yourself that's run in your life and

748
00:35:35,660 --> 00:35:32,030
that's what's creating this world of

749
00:35:37,880 --> 00:35:35,670
chaos we've given the power to

750
00:35:39,799 --> 00:35:37,890
the controllers of the planet which is

751
00:35:43,670 --> 00:35:39,809
nothing more than another aspect of

752
00:35:45,440 --> 00:35:43,680
ourselves playing that role they can't

753
00:35:47,749 --> 00:35:45,450
have that power unless we give it to

754
00:35:49,640 --> 00:35:47,759
them so we take it back by stepping into

755
00:35:51,739 --> 00:35:49,650
the light by stepping in and aligning

756
00:35:56,569 --> 00:35:51,749
ourselves with our true authentic self

757
00:35:58,670 --> 00:35:56,579
which is our God self so you do that by

758
00:36:00,769 --> 00:35:58,680
doing a prayer surrender surrender does

759
00:36:03,559 --> 00:36:00,779
not mean waving a red flag or a white

760
00:36:07,370 --> 00:36:03,569
flag it it sounds like it is what

761
00:36:11,059 --> 00:36:07,380
surrender really means yielding to

762
00:36:12,859 --> 00:36:11,069
another way of thinking yielding in this

763
00:36:16,489 --> 00:36:12,869
case to your higher self to your true

764
00:36:21,880 --> 00:36:16,499
self to me surrender means giving up

765
00:36:27,829 --> 00:36:21,890
defense and allowing our innocence and

766
00:36:29,569 --> 00:36:27,839
yielding to our invulnerability because

767
00:36:31,700 --> 00:36:29,579
we are invulnerable the truth of it is

768
00:36:34,160 --> 00:36:31,710
is we are invulnerable when we are in

769
00:36:36,339 --> 00:36:34,170
the alliance with our true self our

770
00:36:39,400 --> 00:36:36,349
guide self with our spirit with our

771
00:36:42,049 --> 00:36:39,410
higher self whatever name doesn't matter

772
00:36:46,910 --> 00:36:42,059
you're invulnerable and you don't need

773
00:36:49,960 --> 00:36:46,920
defense this world is very much a world

774
00:36:53,239 --> 00:36:49,970
of defensiveness if you notice that

775
00:36:56,569 --> 00:36:53,249
everyone is defensive and they're

776
00:37:00,589 --> 00:36:56,579
defending against something it's really

777
00:37:03,410 --> 00:37:00,599
interesting but it's because I believe

778
00:37:08,089 --> 00:37:03,420
there's so much guilt and the guilt

779
00:37:10,009 --> 00:37:08,099
comes from way back the fall when the

780
00:37:11,450 --> 00:37:10,019
course of miracles teaches that it's

781
00:37:14,900 --> 00:37:11,460
because we believe we turn our back on

782
00:37:17,779 --> 00:37:14,910
God and that we ran away from home and I

783
00:37:21,910 --> 00:37:17,789
see that and it manifests itself in a

784
00:37:25,640 --> 00:37:21,920
lot of ways but the guilt is is

785
00:37:28,700 --> 00:37:25,650
prevalent terribly it's just terrible in

786
00:37:30,620 --> 00:37:28,710
these and these beings on this planet so

787
00:37:33,799 --> 00:37:30,630
there's all this guilt and it just

788
00:37:36,529 --> 00:37:33,809
triggers this need to defend so you do a

789
00:37:39,019 --> 00:37:36,539
prayer of surrender giving over your

790
00:37:41,299 --> 00:37:39,029
will which is the ego in other words

791
00:37:42,890 --> 00:37:41,309
you're surrendering the ego and you just

792
00:37:44,930 --> 00:37:42,900
what you do is basically you're not

793
00:37:45,589 --> 00:37:44,940
giving up anything except for the ego or

794
00:37:48,410 --> 00:37:45,599
the fear-based

795
00:37:49,309 --> 00:37:48,420
little self and you're aligning with

796
00:37:52,640 --> 00:37:49,319
your true

797
00:37:54,739 --> 00:37:52,650
self and you are affirming that your

798
00:37:56,779 --> 00:37:54,749
will is one with your Creator which is

799
00:37:58,549 --> 00:37:56,789
to the truth because you are aspect of

800
00:38:00,289 --> 00:37:58,559
the creator and so you want to align

801
00:38:03,289 --> 00:38:00,299
your will with the creator's will and

802
00:38:05,239 --> 00:38:03,299
you and you literally speak those words

803
00:38:08,569 --> 00:38:05,249
and you do that and you ask for

804
00:38:09,680 --> 00:38:08,579
assistance in doing it so I'm talking

805
00:38:11,150 --> 00:38:09,690
now about how do you raise your

806
00:38:15,140 --> 00:38:11,160
vibration this is how you raise your

807
00:38:19,279 --> 00:38:15,150
vibration you can't go to the fifth

808
00:38:21,049 --> 00:38:19,289
dimension and still be aligned listening

809
00:38:22,430 --> 00:38:21,059
to the Eagle you can't still be

810
00:38:24,920 --> 00:38:22,440
listening to that voice inside your head

811
00:38:26,180 --> 00:38:24,930
that little voice that tells you that

812
00:38:28,390 --> 00:38:26,190
you're no good and that little voice

813
00:38:30,319 --> 00:38:28,400
that tells you that you're guilty in it

814
00:38:31,309 --> 00:38:30,329
you're not going to get to the fifth

815
00:38:33,199 --> 00:38:31,319
dimension while you're still listening

816
00:38:35,599 --> 00:38:33,209
to that so one way or the other if you

817
00:38:38,599 --> 00:38:35,609
don't if you don't choose to surrender

818
00:38:40,579 --> 00:38:38,609
your will there will come a time when it

819
00:38:42,559 --> 00:38:40,589
will probably be forced upon you by your

820
00:38:44,839 --> 00:38:42,569
higher self which loves you and wants

821
00:38:46,670 --> 00:38:44,849
you to go to the fifth dimension so what

822
00:38:48,019 --> 00:38:46,680
will happen is things will happen in

823
00:38:51,979 --> 00:38:48,029
your life to where you're down on the

824
00:38:54,079 --> 00:38:51,989
floor saying my God my God how could

825
00:38:56,650 --> 00:38:54,089
this be happening to me my God where are

826
00:38:58,359 --> 00:38:56,660
you my god do you hear me help me and

827
00:39:01,279 --> 00:38:58,369
there you go

828
00:39:03,890 --> 00:39:01,289
whatever it takes help me whatever it

829
00:39:05,809 --> 00:39:03,900
takes you know show me a different way

830
00:39:09,349 --> 00:39:05,819
I'm you know I need help

831
00:39:11,239 --> 00:39:09,359
there's the prayer of surrender but my

832
00:39:13,069 --> 00:39:11,249
advice is don't wait until you're down

833
00:39:15,380 --> 00:39:13,079
on the floor that's your higher self

834
00:39:18,349 --> 00:39:15,390
that's doing that to you that's yourself

835
00:39:20,329 --> 00:39:18,359
your God self doing that saying do you

836
00:39:22,279 --> 00:39:20,339
see you need to do this a different way

837
00:39:23,989 --> 00:39:22,289
find yourself find your way back to the

838
00:39:26,660 --> 00:39:23,999
Creator you've wandered off you've gone

839
00:39:29,120 --> 00:39:26,670
too far now it's as far as the Creator

840
00:39:31,640 --> 00:39:29,130
will allow you to go you need to come

841
00:39:34,759 --> 00:39:31,650
back so may as well just do it on your

842
00:39:37,130 --> 00:39:34,769
own surrender your will and then learn

843
00:39:39,410 --> 00:39:37,140
trust so you surrender your will and

844
00:39:41,359 --> 00:39:39,420
your life will change you'll start to

845
00:39:43,279 --> 00:39:41,369
immediately see changes and it isn't

846
00:39:46,999 --> 00:39:43,289
just reading a prayer of surrender it's

847
00:39:50,109 --> 00:39:47,009
heartfelt surrender you have to total

848
00:39:53,660 --> 00:39:50,119
you have to be on board and then you

849
00:39:57,979 --> 00:39:53,670
trust in whatever happens to you it's a

850
00:40:00,069 --> 00:39:57,989
wonderful way to live because when you

851
00:40:02,690 --> 00:40:00,079
do a prayer of surrender every morning

852
00:40:05,210 --> 00:40:02,700
then it doesn't matter what happens

853
00:40:07,730 --> 00:40:05,220
to that day or seems to happen to you

854
00:40:09,920 --> 00:40:07,740
nothing happens to us but whatever

855
00:40:12,680 --> 00:40:09,930
occurs in your day it's always going to

856
00:40:14,960 --> 00:40:12,690
be for your highest and best always no

857
00:40:17,150 --> 00:40:14,970
matter what it is you're running late to

858
00:40:19,670 --> 00:40:17,160
an appointment seems like that's a bad

859
00:40:21,290 --> 00:40:19,680
thing but no there's a reason why you're

860
00:40:24,200 --> 00:40:21,300
running late and you need to trust in

861
00:40:25,700 --> 00:40:24,210
that and everything that shows up things

862
00:40:28,130 --> 00:40:25,710
that we don't always eat and understand

863
00:40:31,250 --> 00:40:28,140
sometimes in retrospect you'll see the

864
00:40:32,630 --> 00:40:31,260
divine in it and you'll say I'll so

865
00:40:34,220 --> 00:40:32,640
that's why that went that way I thought

866
00:40:36,079 --> 00:40:34,230
that was a bad thing but that turns out

867
00:40:37,220 --> 00:40:36,089
that was a very good thing other times

868
00:40:39,560 --> 00:40:37,230
there will be things that you'll look

869
00:40:42,380 --> 00:40:39,570
back and go I don't know I don't get it

870
00:40:45,290 --> 00:40:42,390
but you still trust the reason that your

871
00:40:47,329 --> 00:40:45,300
trust will build is because as soon as

872
00:40:49,160 --> 00:40:47,339
you do a prayer surrender the Course in

873
00:40:52,089 --> 00:40:49,170
Miracles teaches us that all the angels

874
00:40:55,220 --> 00:40:52,099
of heaven will come to support you and

875
00:40:58,069 --> 00:40:55,230
that's absolutely true when you do the

876
00:40:59,810 --> 00:40:58,079
prayer surrender it's an awakening it's

877
00:41:01,880 --> 00:40:59,820
another saw it's another light that has

878
00:41:05,480 --> 00:41:01,890
just gone from being a tiny little spark

879
00:41:07,280 --> 00:41:05,490
its flared it's ready to awaken it's

880
00:41:07,579 --> 00:41:07,290
coming home it's saying I'm coming home

881
00:41:10,220 --> 00:41:07,589
now

882
00:41:12,589 --> 00:41:10,230
and so all the angels of heaven will

883
00:41:14,870 --> 00:41:12,599
support you and miracles start to show

884
00:41:17,180 --> 00:41:14,880
up you start just notice little

885
00:41:20,000 --> 00:41:17,190
synchronicities you get support and

886
00:41:22,010 --> 00:41:20,010
that's to show you yes yes you're

887
00:41:25,099 --> 00:41:22,020
walking a different path now you've

888
00:41:28,190 --> 00:41:25,109
turned back toward God and you're coming

889
00:41:31,910 --> 00:41:28,200
home and so that's how you raise your

890
00:41:34,190 --> 00:41:31,920
vibration and you release the fear any

891
00:41:36,380 --> 00:41:34,200
places in your bodies your physical

892
00:41:38,599 --> 00:41:36,390
emotional tharok mental body where

893
00:41:41,030 --> 00:41:38,609
you're holding on to fear fear can be in

894
00:41:43,910 --> 00:41:41,040
the form of anger judgments anything

895
00:41:46,250 --> 00:41:43,920
that's not love and it causes disease

896
00:41:47,450 --> 00:41:46,260
but even the fear that doesn't cause

897
00:41:49,599 --> 00:41:47,460
disease it can cause emotional

898
00:41:52,579 --> 00:41:49,609
unwellness

899
00:41:54,140 --> 00:41:52,589
you know depression anxiety if you have

900
00:41:56,630 --> 00:41:54,150
any of that in your life you're carrying

901
00:42:00,920 --> 00:41:56,640
around grudges and you're carrying

902
00:42:03,859 --> 00:42:00,930
around fear judgments so what you want

903
00:42:05,510 --> 00:42:03,869
to experience is love peace and joy if

904
00:42:09,140 --> 00:42:05,520
you're not experiencing love peace and

905
00:42:15,040 --> 00:42:09,150
joy then you're you're aligning yourself

906
00:42:18,880 --> 00:42:15,050
with your ego so anelia bends

907
00:42:22,720 --> 00:42:18,890
ascension 101 on her website has a fear

908
00:42:25,180 --> 00:42:22,730
release meditation or exercise that's

909
00:42:31,960 --> 00:42:25,190
very much like the one that my guys

910
00:42:37,140 --> 00:42:31,970
taught me my guys showed me back in 2009

911
00:42:41,050 --> 00:42:37,150
or 8 no 9 or 10 actually they showed me

912
00:42:42,760 --> 00:42:41,060
this they came to me one night and they

913
00:42:44,980 --> 00:42:42,770
showed me like this pillar of light and

914
00:42:47,080 --> 00:42:44,990
I've seen this pillar of light many many

915
00:42:47,950 --> 00:42:47,090
times so I knew what it was and I said

916
00:42:50,440 --> 00:42:47,960
ok that's me

917
00:42:51,580 --> 00:42:50,450
and that's what their true essence

918
00:42:54,550 --> 00:42:51,590
that's who I really am

919
00:42:57,250 --> 00:42:54,560
that's who we all are is just light the

920
00:42:59,590 --> 00:42:57,260
shaft of light and it's always a

921
00:43:01,720 --> 00:42:59,600
dazzling thing just to see it and I

922
00:43:03,520 --> 00:43:01,730
mines amazed by Anne and Mike Wow that's

923
00:43:04,990 --> 00:43:03,530
beautiful it's just beautiful as light

924
00:43:07,750 --> 00:43:05,000
flowing because the creator's love and

925
00:43:11,440 --> 00:43:07,760
light sustains us and it's flowing

926
00:43:13,390 --> 00:43:11,450
through us and then died said to me well

927
00:43:16,150 --> 00:43:13,400
come in closer sherry come in closer and

928
00:43:18,430 --> 00:43:16,160
look at this and so as I came in closer

929
00:43:20,620 --> 00:43:18,440
to this pillar of light you could see

930
00:43:22,120 --> 00:43:20,630
places were the light like it was almost

931
00:43:24,640 --> 00:43:22,130
like there were little individual little

932
00:43:26,230 --> 00:43:24,650
cords of light going through it and he

933
00:43:28,630 --> 00:43:26,240
said you see in places where there are

934
00:43:32,980 --> 00:43:28,640
little chunks of matter like coal black

935
00:43:34,780 --> 00:43:32,990
places and I did I saw that and he said

936
00:43:38,230 --> 00:43:34,790
that's where you're harboring grievances

937
00:43:40,540 --> 00:43:38,240
grudges fears anything that's blocking

938
00:43:42,340 --> 00:43:40,550
you see how it's blocking the light does

939
00:43:43,720 --> 00:43:42,350
not able to flow through there you get

940
00:43:45,370 --> 00:43:43,730
enough of that in there that's where

941
00:43:47,890 --> 00:43:45,380
your disease comes from that's where

942
00:43:52,440 --> 00:43:47,900
your illness is that's where pain and

943
00:43:56,440 --> 00:43:52,450
suffering so your job is to release

944
00:43:58,780 --> 00:43:56,450
those those pieces of coal those dark

945
00:44:01,900 --> 00:43:58,790
areas and I said well how do you do that

946
00:44:03,040 --> 00:44:01,910
and he said you look at them you

947
00:44:05,320 --> 00:44:03,050
recognize them you don't have to

948
00:44:08,980 --> 00:44:05,330
understand them but you just look at

949
00:44:11,230 --> 00:44:08,990
them and you just say I don't need you

950
00:44:13,030 --> 00:44:11,240
to be there anymore you came for a

951
00:44:15,099 --> 00:44:13,040
purpose but I no longer need that

952
00:44:17,560 --> 00:44:15,109
purpose I don't like longer need to

953
00:44:19,750 --> 00:44:17,570
learn lessons karmas gone

954
00:44:22,150 --> 00:44:19,760
I just I'm going to release this and

955
00:44:26,260 --> 00:44:22,160
translate it into light transmuted into

956
00:44:27,550 --> 00:44:26,270
love so you just you just find the

957
00:44:28,720 --> 00:44:27,560
places in your body and that's what the

958
00:44:31,510 --> 00:44:28,730
way in nearly events teaches

959
00:44:33,070 --> 00:44:31,520
you scan your body and you find the

960
00:44:35,170 --> 00:44:33,080
places where the energy seems to be

961
00:44:37,810 --> 00:44:35,180
blocked where you're holding maybe if

962
00:44:39,850 --> 00:44:37,820
you're not if you're able to do that you

963
00:44:43,390 --> 00:44:39,860
can sometimes find it but even if you

964
00:44:45,430 --> 00:44:43,400
can't what I tell people is just fake it

965
00:44:47,200 --> 00:44:45,440
you know just fake it go with whatever

966
00:44:49,510 --> 00:44:47,210
because we all have it we all have

967
00:44:51,250 --> 00:44:49,520
places in our bodies our emotional or

968
00:44:54,310 --> 00:44:51,260
mental physical and etheric bodies where

969
00:44:56,710 --> 00:44:54,320
we're holding on to some kind of grudge

970
00:44:58,870 --> 00:44:56,720
or grievance or unforgiveness of some

971
00:45:02,170 --> 00:44:58,880
sort some belief that we've been wronged

972
00:45:05,110 --> 00:45:02,180
and so you just put it in the light and

973
00:45:07,600 --> 00:45:05,120
you transform it into light and it just

974
00:45:09,400 --> 00:45:07,610
clears away and that's how you raise

975
00:45:11,530 --> 00:45:09,410
your vibration because that's what our

976
00:45:13,800 --> 00:45:11,540
vibration is when I was taught to read

977
00:45:19,540 --> 00:45:13,810
people's light by looking into their eye

978
00:45:22,150 --> 00:45:19,550
eyes it was seeing the light the light

979
00:45:24,400 --> 00:45:22,160
that they are and so the more light you

980
00:45:27,010 --> 00:45:24,410
can have flowing through you it comes

981
00:45:29,080 --> 00:45:27,020
from our Creator it flows through us the

982
00:45:31,180 --> 00:45:29,090
higher about your vibration is and the

983
00:45:34,210 --> 00:45:31,190
higher you will go during this period of

984
00:45:36,340 --> 00:45:34,220
Ascension that we are in so everyone

985
00:45:39,430 --> 00:45:36,350
wants to go as high as they possibly can

986
00:45:41,650 --> 00:45:39,440
because it's a lot more fun being in the

987
00:45:43,980 --> 00:45:41,660
fifth dimension and in the fourth let me

988
00:45:48,330 --> 00:45:43,990
tell you in unity consciousness I

989
00:45:53,020 --> 00:45:48,340
remember it from before I came here and

990
00:45:57,010 --> 00:45:53,030
and then I also remember it from being

991
00:45:59,050 --> 00:45:57,020
with my guys every time I'm with them if

992
00:45:59,970 --> 00:45:59,060
I get to spend any length of time with

993
00:46:04,210 --> 00:45:59,980
them at all

994
00:46:07,210 --> 00:46:04,220
it rubs off on me and I just I love

995
00:46:10,090 --> 00:46:07,220
being there it's in a place if you can

996
00:46:16,420 --> 00:46:10,100
imagine being in a place where there is

997
00:46:19,960 --> 00:46:16,430
only acceptance only love there's no

998
00:46:22,000 --> 00:46:19,970
judgement there's no having to defend

999
00:46:24,220 --> 00:46:22,010
anything there's no having to explain

1000
00:46:27,070 --> 00:46:24,230
anything there's only just the wonderful

1001
00:46:31,840 --> 00:46:27,080
acceptance of who you are and gratitude

1002
00:46:38,580 --> 00:46:31,850
for who you are and you feel it for for

1003
00:46:42,640 --> 00:46:38,590
them as well and it's not the kind of

1004
00:46:44,710 --> 00:46:42,650
emotional love that we are used to here

1005
00:46:49,300 --> 00:46:44,720
this is an interesting kind of love on

1006
00:46:53,380 --> 00:46:49,310
planet earth that love is more a state

1007
00:46:55,900 --> 00:46:53,390
of being and it just permeates

1008
00:46:58,090 --> 00:46:55,910
terminates your whole your whole essence

1009
00:47:02,110 --> 00:46:58,100
and you just you resonate with it and so

1010
00:47:06,040 --> 00:47:02,120
I if I spend a lot of time with my guys

1011
00:47:08,830 --> 00:47:06,050
if I have a series of encounters of love

1012
00:47:10,360 --> 00:47:08,840
if I'm during a time when like I was

1013
00:47:12,640 --> 00:47:10,370
back in the 80s when they were coming

1014
00:47:14,680 --> 00:47:12,650
three four or five times a week so I

1015
00:47:18,070 --> 00:47:14,690
spending hours and hours and hours with

1016
00:47:21,520 --> 00:47:18,080
them it affects who you are you become

1017
00:47:24,010 --> 00:47:21,530
more psychic you become more aware you

1018
00:47:27,820 --> 00:47:24,020
become a healer your your touch can heal

1019
00:47:32,200 --> 00:47:27,830
and you have an appreciation for all of

1020
00:47:35,350 --> 00:47:32,210
life and that's a really great place to

1021
00:47:37,660 --> 00:47:35,360
be great state of mind to be in so

1022
00:47:39,540 --> 00:47:37,670
that's where I want to go I don't go

1023
00:47:43,540 --> 00:47:39,550
back I don't go back home

1024
00:47:44,980 --> 00:47:43,550
the idea that some would be taken off

1025
00:47:48,300 --> 00:47:44,990
the eye some would be taken off the

1026
00:47:51,760 --> 00:47:48,310
planet that is what I was told back in

1027
00:47:54,010 --> 00:47:51,770
1988 when I was doing the light reading

1028
00:47:57,340 --> 00:47:54,020
and I explained to me about the earth

1029
00:48:00,430 --> 00:47:57,350
changes and I had a real problem with

1030
00:48:02,020 --> 00:48:00,440
that I had a real problem that some

1031
00:48:04,600 --> 00:48:02,030
would stay on the planet and go to this

1032
00:48:06,250 --> 00:48:04,610
supposed wonderful place but I had

1033
00:48:08,140 --> 00:48:06,260
questions about that because they had

1034
00:48:09,910 --> 00:48:08,150
shown me the planet being destroyed when

1035
00:48:11,470 --> 00:48:09,920
I was a little girl and I thought well

1036
00:48:13,570 --> 00:48:11,480
why would that be a good thing for those

1037
00:48:16,840 --> 00:48:13,580
who were able to resonate with a higher

1038
00:48:18,400 --> 00:48:16,850
vibration and who had you know evolved

1039
00:48:21,640 --> 00:48:18,410
to that point didn't seem like a very

1040
00:48:26,980 --> 00:48:21,650
good thing but I've since come to

1041
00:48:30,070 --> 00:48:26,990
understand that the scenario that was in

1042
00:48:32,410 --> 00:48:30,080
play at that time has changed because we

1043
00:48:34,000 --> 00:48:32,420
do create our reality through our

1044
00:48:38,200 --> 00:48:34,010
thoughts and through our vibration and

1045
00:48:40,290 --> 00:48:38,210
through the collective so now it's

1046
00:48:44,380 --> 00:48:40,300
always changing it's always changing and

1047
00:48:47,920 --> 00:48:44,390
as dad told me even back then there is

1048
00:48:49,510 --> 00:48:47,930
the hope that if enough people if

1049
00:48:51,840 --> 00:48:49,520
there's enough level of vibration it

1050
00:48:54,070 --> 00:48:51,850
will have the effect of pulling all up I

1051
00:48:55,270 --> 00:48:54,080
don't know if that's happened there are

1052
00:48:56,620 --> 00:48:55,280
some

1053
00:49:02,080 --> 00:48:56,630
teachers who are saying that that has

1054
00:49:03,550 --> 00:49:02,090
happened but as far as going taking some

1055
00:49:05,770 --> 00:49:03,560
off the planet and going to another

1056
00:49:09,250 --> 00:49:05,780
third dimensional planet I don't

1057
00:49:11,650 --> 00:49:09,260
personally I don't think I belong to

1058
00:49:14,410 --> 00:49:11,660
happen I think that that's changed I

1059
00:49:17,620 --> 00:49:14,420
think that that was the plan when it was

1060
00:49:20,800 --> 00:49:17,630
going to be only maybe 20% Atmos that

1061
00:49:24,790 --> 00:49:20,810
we're going to evolve then what rather

1062
00:49:27,010 --> 00:49:24,800
than have this terrible catastrophe

1063
00:49:28,720 --> 00:49:27,020
happened on planet earth the way that it

1064
00:49:30,910 --> 00:49:28,730
was going to be done with this I think

1065
00:49:33,400 --> 00:49:30,920
it was planned that like an asteroid

1066
00:49:35,920 --> 00:49:33,410
would hit the planet and this what the

1067
00:49:38,380 --> 00:49:35,930
oceans would would sweep in and sweep

1068
00:49:41,470 --> 00:49:38,390
everyone which is similar to what had

1069
00:49:44,530 --> 00:49:41,480
happened like atlantis and lemuria so

1070
00:49:47,620 --> 00:49:44,540
instead of that it was going to be that

1071
00:49:49,660 --> 00:49:47,630
we're literally we're going to take the

1072
00:49:51,730 --> 00:49:49,670
third dimensional beings who still

1073
00:49:54,160 --> 00:49:51,740
wanted to stay in a dual based system

1074
00:49:56,170 --> 00:49:54,170
take them to another planet similar to

1075
00:50:01,150 --> 00:49:56,180
earth and allow them to continue on

1076
00:50:04,300 --> 00:50:01,160
their journey of awakening but I believe

1077
00:50:07,510 --> 00:50:04,310
that we've made it far enough along to

1078
00:50:10,960 --> 00:50:07,520
where it's just going to be more of a

1079
00:50:13,360 --> 00:50:10,970
natural if you can have a natural

1080
00:50:15,820 --> 00:50:13,370
ascension in the body but humans are

1081
00:50:18,970 --> 00:50:15,830
going to evolve and go into the fifth

1082
00:50:20,890 --> 00:50:18,980
dimension I don't know if it's going to

1083
00:50:23,080 --> 00:50:20,900
be in the blink of an eye like some are

1084
00:50:25,510 --> 00:50:23,090
saying or take time again that's up to

1085
00:50:30,640 --> 00:50:25,520
the human collective but those who are

1086
00:50:33,700 --> 00:50:30,650
not ready to go will incarnate they will

1087
00:50:35,560 --> 00:50:33,710
just reincarnate onto into a new body on

1088
00:50:37,210 --> 00:50:35,570
another third dimensional planet there

1089
00:50:39,070 --> 00:50:37,220
are other third dimensional planets and

1090
00:50:41,860 --> 00:50:39,080
because I don't think that it's going to

1091
00:50:44,710 --> 00:50:41,870
be that large of a number whereas before

1092
00:50:47,470 --> 00:50:44,720
having it be most of the earth humans it

1093
00:50:48,970 --> 00:50:47,480
was a different scenario and also

1094
00:50:54,160 --> 00:50:48,980
because the vibration of those earth

1095
00:50:55,810 --> 00:50:54,170
humans was fairly low and now everyone

1096
00:50:57,490 --> 00:50:55,820
is awakening to some extent it seems

1097
00:51:00,310 --> 00:50:57,500
like I think there's an awareness level

1098
00:51:04,510 --> 00:51:00,320
that's happening so it's an ongoing

1099
00:51:06,490 --> 00:51:04,520
process and it's if it happens as if

1100
00:51:08,900 --> 00:51:06,500
it's extended out over so long a period

1101
00:51:11,750 --> 00:51:08,910
of time it is true that

1102
00:51:14,000 --> 00:51:11,760
certainly every soul on the planet can

1103
00:51:15,830 --> 00:51:14,010
can get to to that dimension to that

1104
00:51:19,460 --> 00:51:15,840
fifth dimension that's the hope because

1105
00:51:23,240 --> 00:51:19,470
it has as those who are leading the pack

1106
00:51:26,180 --> 00:51:23,250
is fart vibrationally they will

1107
00:51:28,670 --> 00:51:26,190
demonstrate to others and they will have

1108
00:51:30,860 --> 00:51:28,680
the effect of pulling their vibration up

1109
00:51:32,810 --> 00:51:30,870
and bringing them into awareness just

1110
00:51:34,190 --> 00:51:32,820
through the demonstration of their lives